looking forward =)

This week has been the tough week for me.
I don't know how many times i have dropped my tears.
yeah,I miss my mama and papa so much!
yet i keep telling myself there's nothing to cry for since I have to grow up and become independent.
I'm so stress staying in my class.should i use stress? ha ha, i have no idea.
but i thing i can be very sure is that A level is really not that easy.
ha ha, feel like killing myself doing those questions.
Perhaps this is due to my vacation on the half past year.
I genuinely hope that this is the main reason.
I'm tired of wearing a mask to college.
I mean i feel like i'm not myself anymore here.
how come?
ad now i even suspecting myself.
I thought i always have my own view and stand firmly on my point.
Hey , confidence! courage! where are you guys?
i need all of you to come back to me.
Maybe this is the realistic of life.
ha ha, it's really not that easy.
i thought i have well-prepared to this brand new life.
well, things are a bit out of expectation.
ha ha,why i have to pretend myself all the time?
TIRING~!!!
I don't tell my thought to my friends doesn't mean that i'm happy all the time.
I just wish that you guys will not have to worry about me since at the same time,you guys are also annoyed by your problems.
ya, now is just a turning point for me in my life.
a small one, my dear.
so be more optimism!
there's nothing you can't do it.
sure you can do it, lim wen jing!
=) wish me luck.