AHaa!!I have no update my blog for quite a long time.It's been months. Ha ha,christmas is coming.Hmmm...i really love christmas!I like all the decorations,like santa claus,christmas tree and PRESENT!! =D [i keep on thinking about si ming now.Hey dear, i miss you! A LOT!!]Ha ha,Si MIng and i wandered in Starbucks last time just because of the decorations.At last,we bought nothing and walked out from the shop.Ha ha,people were starring at us.hmm..Chin Si Ming!Glad to know you,serious.It's hard to get a true friend during college time but you appear here and i will never forget you are the second person in PM20 that sit beside me during orientation.
Of course,we did unhappy because of thing that each other'd done.Ha ha,i tell you!When i recall what we had ermm...(quarreal?or argue?haha.whatever!),i smile everytime.You are really a nice friend.You are the one who sat beside me on the first day we met and we never seperate after that until now.We slept together,share the drinks together,the burger and the Nips that dropped to the floor.Haha,and never forget our first picnic! I was bitten by the ant that time.hahaha.....
Thanks dear for being so honest all the time and so tolerate with me especially i always have a bad mood,you are the one who always get scold by me.Haha,but you are so understanding.Sorry if i had done things that make you sad,hurt.Hmm..i should say this to every friends of mine,especially yc and yeeyin.Glad that i have friends like you all.I do appreciate you all,serious.Love you all so much!and also my dear,thanks for being by my side, giving me support and being so tolerate.I may be that good yet,but i will try best,give me some time honey.Ily.
Both my dearest kar yan and soon yan!Actually we seldom contact with each other.I mean after June,yet i feel like our friendship has never change.We are still that 38 as before,the laughings and girls' talk.Haha,the way we eat things,the quantity(scary >.<).And i never feel shy to eat in front of you two.Miss both of you.Waiting for the baby chow to come home,then we can unite already.za bo world ^^
i don't know what i've typed.haha....MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! <3
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Friday, July 9, 2010
looking forward =)
This week has been the tough week for me.
I don't know how many times i have dropped my tears.
yeah,I miss my mama and papa so much!
yet i keep telling myself there's nothing to cry for since I have to grow up and become independent.
I'm so stress staying in my class.should i use stress? ha ha, i have no idea.
but i thing i can be very sure is that A level is really not that easy.
ha ha, feel like killing myself doing those questions.
Perhaps this is due to my vacation on the half past year.
I genuinely hope that this is the main reason.
I'm tired of wearing a mask to college.
I mean i feel like i'm not myself anymore here.
how come?
ad now i even suspecting myself.
I thought i always have my own view and stand firmly on my point.
Hey , confidence! courage! where are you guys?
i need all of you to come back to me.
Maybe this is the realistic of life.
ha ha, it's really not that easy.
i thought i have well-prepared to this brand new life.
well, things are a bit out of expectation.
ha ha,why i have to pretend myself all the time?
TIRING~!!!
I don't tell my thought to my friends doesn't mean that i'm happy all the time.
I just wish that you guys will not have to worry about me since at the same time,you guys are also annoyed by your problems.
ya, now is just a turning point for me in my life.
a small one, my dear.
so be more optimism!
there's nothing you can't do it.
sure you can do it, lim wen jing!
=) wish me luck.
I don't know how many times i have dropped my tears.
yeah,I miss my mama and papa so much!
yet i keep telling myself there's nothing to cry for since I have to grow up and become independent.
I'm so stress staying in my class.should i use stress? ha ha, i have no idea.
but i thing i can be very sure is that A level is really not that easy.
ha ha, feel like killing myself doing those questions.
Perhaps this is due to my vacation on the half past year.
I genuinely hope that this is the main reason.
I'm tired of wearing a mask to college.
I mean i feel like i'm not myself anymore here.
how come?
ad now i even suspecting myself.
I thought i always have my own view and stand firmly on my point.
Hey , confidence! courage! where are you guys?
i need all of you to come back to me.
Maybe this is the realistic of life.
ha ha, it's really not that easy.
i thought i have well-prepared to this brand new life.
well, things are a bit out of expectation.
ha ha,why i have to pretend myself all the time?
TIRING~!!!
I don't tell my thought to my friends doesn't mean that i'm happy all the time.
I just wish that you guys will not have to worry about me since at the same time,you guys are also annoyed by your problems.
ya, now is just a turning point for me in my life.
a small one, my dear.
so be more optimism!
there's nothing you can't do it.
sure you can do it, lim wen jing!
=) wish me luck.
Monday, June 28, 2010
a brand new life
hey there,
today is my second day staying in subang.
i just moved in yesterday and everything is still in a mess.
I was quite happy today because what i have been worry for a long time has gone.
I was actually worry about my English especially when i communicate with people,can i understand what is the lecturer saying,will i have new friends there.
Oh my god~! ha ha,i had too much worries.
I knew quite a lot of new friends here and they are friendly as well.
Hope that my life in college will be very colorful with you guys around me.
and don't forget that we have a promise to improve our English.
ha ha,hope we can make it.
Let's fight for our future!
yy is right.
there is 'no money,no talk" in subang.
yup,i must save my money.
I was panic too when i heard the briefing from Mr Lucas.
he's right.
CONSISTENCY what a good word.
but can i make it?
wish me luck,guys.
p/s: million of thanks to my siblings for helping me and my parents as well.
I miss you guys!!
I miss my bed!*sobbing*
today is my second day staying in subang.
i just moved in yesterday and everything is still in a mess.
I was quite happy today because what i have been worry for a long time has gone.
I was actually worry about my English especially when i communicate with people,can i understand what is the lecturer saying,will i have new friends there.
Oh my god~! ha ha,i had too much worries.
I knew quite a lot of new friends here and they are friendly as well.
Hope that my life in college will be very colorful with you guys around me.
and don't forget that we have a promise to improve our English.
ha ha,hope we can make it.
Let's fight for our future!
yy is right.
there is 'no money,no talk" in subang.
yup,i must save my money.
I was panic too when i heard the briefing from Mr Lucas.
he's right.
CONSISTENCY what a good word.
but can i make it?
wish me luck,guys.
p/s: million of thanks to my siblings for helping me and my parents as well.
I miss you guys!!
I miss my bed!*sobbing*
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
leaving
Well, actually i have nothing to do now.
I'm just busy packing and packing.
Yup,I'm leaving soon to Taylor's College for my tertiary studies.
Cannot deny that I am really scare and tremble in horror since i don't really know what will happen next.
Everything there is about money money and again- MONEY!
Well,actually there are many contradictions in my mind.
I will try my best to get the result that i wish to have.
I was very emotional in the last few days.
Perhaps it was due to my leaving from this sweet sweet home.
I love my papa and mama so much.
I can't imagine the lives without them around me.
Recently,i realized that i am actually a very old-minded person.
(just in my opinion)
okay,i have to change myself for a better me.
I wanna to grow up!
I don't want to be pampered anymore!
i wanna to become mature.
bless me ^^
I'm just busy packing and packing.
Yup,I'm leaving soon to Taylor's College for my tertiary studies.
Cannot deny that I am really scare and tremble in horror since i don't really know what will happen next.
Everything there is about money money and again- MONEY!
Well,actually there are many contradictions in my mind.
I will try my best to get the result that i wish to have.
I was very emotional in the last few days.
Perhaps it was due to my leaving from this sweet sweet home.
I love my papa and mama so much.
I can't imagine the lives without them around me.
Recently,i realized that i am actually a very old-minded person.
(just in my opinion)
okay,i have to change myself for a better me.
I wanna to grow up!
I don't want to be pampered anymore!
i wanna to become mature.
bless me ^^
Sunday, May 30, 2010
to my papa and mama
teehee!today is the last day of May which means that the day to start my new journey is coming soon.
I was so emotional in the last few weeks but i never thought that mum will see through her little young daughter until the day when dad sat down after his lunch to chat with me.Thanks dad,i had a very nice conversation with you.Actually when i was still a little girl,i was very scare of you.Perhaps you do looked fierce and strict,so i dare not to talk much with you.I always wanna to break through this gap and chat with you,just like any other father and daughter.However,in the last few years(start from form four),we started to have more topics to chat.Anything about movies,singers and songs.Ha ha, you know what? Friends of mine are jealous me because i have a very nice father.I am very happy that finally we have broken through this big gap.You told me your experience in Australia during your old days,the difficulties in studies.I'm so happy that you told me these.I felt like i am a grown-up and you are willing to tell me all these.Thanks dad.muacks!You keep telling me that not to worry about this and that but just to do my part well,then it's enough.and you'll do everything you should for me.when i heard from sister that what uncle had told her.I cried badly,i know that you had sacrificed a lot for this family.Your pressure is something that we could not understand.Sorry for can't helping in anything.Trust me,i will do my best and would not let you disappointed.Maybe i still cannot understand what you have been trying to tell me all the time,but tell me dad,i wish to know more about you,us and our family.
Mum,i know you do love me.I'm the youngest girl of you and i am leaving you soon.I know i am so stubborn sometimes and make you sad.I wanna to apologize for what i did,mum.You better take care of your health.You and dad are getting older and tired everyday. I know you always nag me is for my own good.But is quite annoying sometimes.ha ha,sorry for saying that.Mum, i know you loves us but you never show it or saying out but we feel it^^ love you mum! I know you want me to be the one that you feel good and i never deny the good of this job but this is not exactly what i want.I mean i want something more which can more contribute to this affluent and our family.sorry for didn't listen to you.But don't worry,i will know what to do mum.and i always love you.
I was so emotional in the last few weeks but i never thought that mum will see through her little young daughter until the day when dad sat down after his lunch to chat with me.Thanks dad,i had a very nice conversation with you.Actually when i was still a little girl,i was very scare of you.Perhaps you do looked fierce and strict,so i dare not to talk much with you.I always wanna to break through this gap and chat with you,just like any other father and daughter.However,in the last few years(start from form four),we started to have more topics to chat.Anything about movies,singers and songs.Ha ha, you know what? Friends of mine are jealous me because i have a very nice father.I am very happy that finally we have broken through this big gap.You told me your experience in Australia during your old days,the difficulties in studies.I'm so happy that you told me these.I felt like i am a grown-up and you are willing to tell me all these.Thanks dad.muacks!You keep telling me that not to worry about this and that but just to do my part well,then it's enough.and you'll do everything you should for me.when i heard from sister that what uncle had told her.I cried badly,i know that you had sacrificed a lot for this family.Your pressure is something that we could not understand.Sorry for can't helping in anything.Trust me,i will do my best and would not let you disappointed.Maybe i still cannot understand what you have been trying to tell me all the time,but tell me dad,i wish to know more about you,us and our family.
Mum,i know you do love me.I'm the youngest girl of you and i am leaving you soon.I know i am so stubborn sometimes and make you sad.I wanna to apologize for what i did,mum.You better take care of your health.You and dad are getting older and tired everyday. I know you always nag me is for my own good.But is quite annoying sometimes.ha ha,sorry for saying that.Mum, i know you loves us but you never show it or saying out but we feel it^^ love you mum! I know you want me to be the one that you feel good and i never deny the good of this job but this is not exactly what i want.I mean i want something more which can more contribute to this affluent and our family.sorry for didn't listen to you.But don't worry,i will know what to do mum.and i always love you.
Sunday, May 16, 2010
chapter one
hey there ^^
yup,this is my blog-stories of mine.
ha ha, actually i also don't know why everyone also has a blog.
can they really write everything inside?
i mean without any contradiction?
and at the same time, making no one feel angry?
what is the true meaning of a blog?
can anyone please tell me??
All i wanna do now is to improve my English and
i wanna to get my confidence back.
perhaps it's been a long time that i keep staying in home.
i got no confidence anymore and i scare to speak English with stranger too.
i can't pronouns well.
i was shocked when i heard the words came out from my mouth,
ewww~~disgusting you know?
hey hey hey jing~!! please wake up girl
you got no more time to waste.
stand up!improve your english and make yourself confident enough again to face the public..
come on,girl!
you can do it!!
yup,i can do it!! bless me..
yup,this is my blog-stories of mine.
ha ha, actually i also don't know why everyone also has a blog.
can they really write everything inside?
i mean without any contradiction?
and at the same time, making no one feel angry?
what is the true meaning of a blog?
can anyone please tell me??
All i wanna do now is to improve my English and
i wanna to get my confidence back.
perhaps it's been a long time that i keep staying in home.
i got no confidence anymore and i scare to speak English with stranger too.
i can't pronouns well.
i was shocked when i heard the words came out from my mouth,
ewww~~disgusting you know?
hey hey hey jing~!! please wake up girl
you got no more time to waste.
stand up!improve your english and make yourself confident enough again to face the public..
come on,girl!
you can do it!!
yup,i can do it!! bless me..
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